Hey, I know you were sleeping fine and tight, I know I hurt you so much and hey I misses you.
Remember the time we first met? On that app, never thought it will be the first step to know a simple person but with amazing soul. At first I never thought it will be like that to be honest, never think that would be happiest haha you we’re just not interested in the first place but it seems I catch your attention, you seems curious about me, it seems like that. And then we started to continue to talk and talk til I fallen for you.
And that time I have some issues and you figure it out about it, you were gone mad but still you forgive and give me chance. And hey I did the best thing that I can do and we both fight for it.
Its so good, it feels so real, the butterflies in my stomach was real! Its been so ages since I felt that way, like surreal.
We shared things, thoughts, love, life, jokes, dreams, kisses, laughs, feelings, and happiness.
All of that was cherished babe. But its just stop, the fairytale was stop, the dreamland was destroyed, in just a few mistakes its gone, done, and the hurtful word “over“. I know I hurt you but i didn’t mean that, I know i did a lot of things to make you hurt but i didnt still mean that. If I wish I have a time machine to correct everthing, I wish I can reply but no. I know you won’t forgive me now, time heals.
But thank you, I learned from it, you teach me a lot of things like don’t give up on anything you wanted! and etc. You offer me a good hands and help me if I needed. You still want to help and teach me more, befriends with you.
I told you I wont give up cause I promised to you, that no give up to each other. So I’m trying to reach you even though there’s no really assurance. I just love you so bad, I’m still holding on babe 😦 im still..
I miss you soooooo much..